...actually when I look back at things, I should count my blessings. Things are not anywhere near bad. In fact, things are perfectly fine.
Being alone in a new country has taught me a lot. A lot to be grateful and thankful about. It is really a new beginning of a new me. In most cases, losing some of the things that I thought really matters to me has opened my eyes and heart to explore some other areas inside of me that was unknown before.
I am sure we have heard of this over and over gain, and I agree 100 percent with it. It is the saying, "count your blessings." People somehow forget to feel blessed, but focused more on feeling crappy. No not people, it is me! I forget to feel blessed. I pray daily, but feel unblessed. That is the most horrible irony in anyone's life. I guess it is my struggle... to be thankful, really thankful to our creator for the air that I breathe, for the sun that shines, for the drops of rain, for the four seasons that I never fail to experience. The few thing which are ruling my mind are; how to be like others, to earn big bucks, to be able to buy this and that, to be able to go here and there.
If I would not have this shift in my life, I could have become an arrogant person, a money chaser, a fake person who has a shallow mind. I cannot say that I am over the material matter, that is a long process. I am too far away from that purity. I don't know anyone who is detached from material. Some even professed deep religious commitment, but still need money to keep their spirit high. However, everyone has a journey to take and who am I to question others on what matters to them.
At one point things seemed to fall into places, I got to do things that I enjoy and earn a bit. It is amazing how the experience fulfilled my ego. That few years has given me new meaning to myself. I felt good because I feel that I contributed to the world. Then suddenly out of nowhere, I started to complain about the less time I have for myself. The little time which left, I have to divide between doing all the house chores and spending time with my loved ones. My world was upside down again, blabbering about things which are beyond my control and how other people managed to irritate me with their demands and behaviours.
...Then I begin to see that being at peace is not about having all that you want to have; on the other hand, it is about feeling grateful , thankful and happy with the blessings that are on our plate at any point in our life. I learn to look at things differently, shift my outlook and the way I perceive things and situations around me. Just to wake up healthy is a blessing! Listening to my husband's snore is a blessing, enjoying my daughter's laughter is a blessing. Ohhhh...there is so much blessing, and now when I want to count them all, they seem uncountable! But nightmares ??? this one I still cannot accept as blessing.
Nevertheless, don't get me wrong. Having goals, objectives and mission in life are must! They are important benchmarks so that we have directions and having the motivation to improve ourselves. What I am focusing on is to be contented with our life throughout the journey. To train our minds not to compare our lives with others. It is good to have someone or something to inspire us. I do have a few goals now. I want to be unrealistic, by living in my dream world sometime...(try it, it is fun too!). But well, we have to wake up to realistic ideas. I honestly think it is not fun, but I try my best to make it fun!
Guess what? Writing a blog is actually one of my new goal. At the very beginning, I told myself that I should write everyday. Look at what is happening now? I skipped days! I gave myself excuses...too busy. Doing what? I just finished watching 2 movies on you tube... My goal with my blog is to improve my writing skills and to share what is on my mind. I want to explore this shallow mind of mine. I hope something creative will come out of my writing! I am even envious of my niece Sarah coz she can draw a comic and the comic has a plot!
Another goal of mine is to help the kids here with their English. I am not a native speaker, but I can teach English. I want to make use of my knowledge and skills. I am a fun teacher! I hope this plan of mine will work out well. A few people have shown interest. My pilot project should be in November. Help me God...bless my mission!
use our mind and brain. Think of something. Are there such things as bad ideas or thoughts? To find out, we need to put them to the test. Apply them and analyse the results and feedback. Experience the process of thinking. Let's use our brain. On your mark, get set..GO!!!
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Tarikh penting
Adakalanya kita terlupa tarikh tarikh istimewa dalam hidup kita.
Hari jadi ahli keluarga
No
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Haribulan
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Harijadi siapa?
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28 January
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Amir Chris
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6 February
– 8 January
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Bonda
Hapsah
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13 May
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Mohammad
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31 May
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Jamilah
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27 June
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Nur Aidah
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20 July
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Siti Sarah
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2 August
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Abdul Aziz
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3
September
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Siti
Aisyah
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30
September
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Anna
Katharina
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8 October
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Ayahanda
Jabar
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9 October
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Sharifah
Iz
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20 October
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Qistina
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25 October
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Hayati
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3 November
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Batrisya
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8 November
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Isam
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18
November
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Hidayah
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12
December
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Abdul Azim
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23 December
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Jasman
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Friday, October 12, 2012
Good bye comfort zone, Hello Nobody!
I used to take for granted living in my comfort zone. What is my comfort zone? It is living my wonderful life surrounded by loving family and great friends; having a promising career with future prospect of
being a somebody in the corporate ladder; living a comfortable life in a cosy
apartment; not knowing how to use public transport because my car takes me
anywhere I want; owning no cooking book and admiring my very clean irregularly
used kitchen because I can just order anything I like from any of my favourite, carefully selected
restaurants.
First encounter of being a nobody. Hello? I got no friends! I don't know anyone except my husband. Well, he doesn't count. He is supposed to know me. Looking around me, everything is obviously strange or stranger. This is it. My question has been answered, the question of how does it feel to be a nobody. It feels extremely lonely.
That
was years ago when I had ambition of my own, for myself. Just when I thought my life was going great, I decided to get out of my comfort zone. I took
a turn. This turning point seemed like walking through rainbow. It seemed
better than what I had back then. The idea of having a family with the man I
love. The idea of raising my own children in a land where life seem to be
perfect, where opportunities seem to be all around, distracted my idea of giving
me the ultimate attention.
This
is when I learn that the value that I have built around myself could easily
deteriorate after I step out of my comfort zone and not knowing how to deal with it. In my context, walking out of my comfort zone would mean that I am a Nobody. I have never been a nobody before, Eversince I was born, I have been a somebody. how does one feel to be a Nobody? This is it, the new discovery of my life.
It
is disappointing to know that my degree is not recognized in my new country and
therefore my years spent at the local University seemed wasted. My fluency in
English doesn’t help me at all because the language is not widely spoken in my
new country, and the people seem to be sceptical about a non-native English
speaker. My working experience doesn’t impress the small group of people whom I
wanted to impress because the area of expertise of my previous job doesn’t fit
the jobs that I applied for. When I slowly tried to position myself in the society by
first learning the language, and establishing contacts with individuals whom I
met at school, I get to know that immigrants are referred to as “Auslander”.
That is quite a degrading nickname for us.
I
am truly happy in my country as I got what it takes to be accepted, recognized
and move forward. Anyone who comes to my country with any kind of expertise
could find a job eventually. In fact back home, the society in which I grew up
in has been and will always be the warm welcoming society. However, in my new
country, I am stuck. The locals are distant and has no interest to get to know me. How could this be happening to me? I feel that I worth nothing.
I have to start from scratch. How can I increase my value again?
I
have to think of a few strategies. Will they work? Only time will tell. Let me
share with you the first one. They all say, “learn the bloody language, learn
as much as possible to be as perfect as possible. Maybe they will look at you
differently”. Look at me differently? I don’t want to be different. I want to
be me and to be accepted as the way I am. In my country, people talk the same
language with different accent and different set or standard of grammar.
Sometimes there is no grammar application at all; just a set of arranged words.
Nevertheless, people understood this other world of spoken language and we all
accept this variation with great honour and respect.
The main goal is to be perfect as fast as you can. That means intensive workout. Intensive practice, intensive learning. One very good advice I got from a lot of people is to forget other languages and just concentrate on this one, the mother language of my new country. Did I take that advice? You bet I did; only to realize that I slowly forgetting the other 2 languages that I have mastered and yet not mastering the new one. How irony is that? In the end I feel like I don't know any language anymore. That helped me feel more miserable. Thank you!!!
...to be continued
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Fading Hero
One by one, my triumph is
taken
Far away and out of sightSlow and steady I am broken
Not a drop left of the will to fight
On what ground do you think
you stand?
On which soil did you bloom
and grow?How long will you continue to pretend?
You shut everything out as if you don’t know?
What is there left for us?
That binds us together?How can we hold on to make it last?
Will we ever make it
forever?
Fear is no more a word I
understand
Lost its actual meaning
long agoReplaced by faith as I make my stand
Childishly believing that I am still the Hero
Schlafen (credit to Anna K)
Mein Schönheits schlaf ist wichtig,
sonst ist bei mir nicht richtig,
Ich brauchen zehn Stunden schlaf
sonst bin ich morgen nicht mehr braf,
sonst ist bei mir nicht richtig,
Ich brauchen zehn Stunden schlaf
sonst bin ich morgen nicht mehr braf,
Sorrow state of mind
It has been too long
hold on, be strong and move on
seems difficult to continue living
at least be proud if die trying
Each day to Mighty God I pray
That whatever feelings go away
loosen my grip and just let go
Look forward as behind is sorrow
Sometimes it feels like almost breaking
All senses are numb and the heart is aching
Cannot seem to find the best remedy
To overcome this deep state of sorry
Please Please Please help dear God
Is there and easy way to cut this cord???
hold on, be strong and move on
seems difficult to continue living
at least be proud if die trying
Each day to Mighty God I pray
That whatever feelings go away
loosen my grip and just let go
Look forward as behind is sorrow
Sometimes it feels like almost breaking
All senses are numb and the heart is aching
Cannot seem to find the best remedy
To overcome this deep state of sorry
Please Please Please help dear God
Is there and easy way to cut this cord???
Monday, October 8, 2012
silly me...silly silly silly
You are in love, my love
but clearly not with me, who loves you dearly
I am in love with you my boo
such a shame you don't feel the way I do
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If only I could steal those moment again
May I unlock that heart of yours?
Would you agree to join me?
to my place of serenity
where we live through eternity
cannot be touched by reality
a place I build for us to be
nobody else just you and me
but clearly not with me, who loves you dearly
I am in love with you my boo
such a shame you don't feel the way I do
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If only I could steal those moment again
May I unlock that heart of yours?
Would you agree to join me?
to my place of serenity
where we live through eternity
cannot be touched by reality
a place I build for us to be
nobody else just you and me
A Life without You
I want a blank page, unwritten
I want a hollow space, out in the open
I want a mute conversation, unspoken
I want simply a head, without headache
I yearn for a heart, free from heartache
Too bad, time was wasted
So cruel, mood fluctuated
Meaningless flow of thought
A cheap loss, plan undone
Life clock cannot be unturned
We cannot ask for compensation
Damn, without you, life worths more!
Without you, yess...that is all I ask for!
I want a hollow space, out in the open
I want a mute conversation, unspoken
I want simply a head, without headache
I yearn for a heart, free from heartache
Too bad, time was wasted
So cruel, mood fluctuated
Meaningless flow of thought
A cheap loss, plan undone
Life clock cannot be unturned
We cannot ask for compensation
Damn, without you, life worths more!
Without you, yess...that is all I ask for!
...Tempe Pincang, again in action
...continuation of Tempe Pincang....
yes, today we witness the all real TP. He is at his best form, making his best move. This move is called the desperate call for attention. Yes, TP is all about getting the attention. He needs attention to validate his sense of existance. Once we feed his ego, he feels great. Then he will move away, admiring what he cannot get. Mind you, what he cannot get gives him no attention, or maybe a little bit of attention. Therefore he will seek attention elsewhere. An unexpected victim would fall easily. He hunts down easy prey. He believes that he can just pick and choose his victims as he is surrounded by potential preys.
To get into the game with TP, we need to be strong. We need to be prepared, prepared for the emotional, as big as Tsunami, wave scaling 9.0 Richter (betul ke?) ... the question is, who will win this game?
yes, today we witness the all real TP. He is at his best form, making his best move. This move is called the desperate call for attention. Yes, TP is all about getting the attention. He needs attention to validate his sense of existance. Once we feed his ego, he feels great. Then he will move away, admiring what he cannot get. Mind you, what he cannot get gives him no attention, or maybe a little bit of attention. Therefore he will seek attention elsewhere. An unexpected victim would fall easily. He hunts down easy prey. He believes that he can just pick and choose his victims as he is surrounded by potential preys.
To get into the game with TP, we need to be strong. We need to be prepared, prepared for the emotional, as big as Tsunami, wave scaling 9.0 Richter (betul ke?) ... the question is, who will win this game?
Journey in Question
Could I amend the journey I took?
Excluding you is a must, I say
That scares my soul when I am awake
Terrorising the existance of my dream
Under the blanket are all my secrets
Under the blanket is where I hide
From the desire to have everything
The truth is I have nothing
If I could erase what is already written
Renewing the vows, I repeat to myselfCould I amend the journey I took?
Excluding you is a must, I say
Could I stay away from sorrow?
Can I escape this accidental bond?That scares my soul when I am awake
Terrorising the existance of my dream
Under
the blanket is where I am safe
Under
the blanket is where I am aliveUnder the blanket are all my secrets
Under the blanket is where I hide
From
the complete craziness
From
the absolute recklessnessFrom the desire to have everything
The truth is I have nothing
Elegy to My Loved Ones
I beg u to ignore the hurt or pain,Time is short, we must say farewell,
To God I pray that we shall meet again,
Insha’Allah, hopefully, all goes well.
The path of future lies ahead,
Leaving behind memories of yesterday,Laughter and joy we keep intact,
Our journey continues, as we can’t stay.
Life's curvy paths have brought us together,
Uncovering and understanding about whatever,Still, we feel so small, but please never ever,
Look down on ourselves, as less than the other.
Our voyage indeed, makes us stronger,
Countless challenges, making us better,Despite tough seasons, we follow through,
from tiny caterpillar to that confident you!
I thank you for this wonderful journey,
With you around, I could not ask for more,Forgive me for sometimes I can be whiney,
So naked before you, there is nothing else to explore.
Buckets of prayers, I release in the sky,
Guiding your path like flying dove,Pursue your dreams, I believe you try,
In my heart you stay, surrounded by love.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
The Tempe Pincang Type (TTPT)
Well...today
is a quite boring day. Especially when "Tempe Pincang Type" shows up. You must be
wondering what or who is Tempe pincang? Well, I shall not leave you guessing
because most probably you will not be able to guess.
According
to any popular and trustworthy dictionary, there is no entry called Tempe, but
there will be definition of Tempeh. It is actually a simple dish made of soya
bean, a very traditional exotic delicacy which has no exact origin. However, it
could be traced back to the early Javanese civilization. We could also find it in
all over in Asia. So it is like an Asian treasure. Since it is made of soya, therefore
it must be the perfect source of high protein diet.
What
about pincang? I like this word because it sounds cute and nasty. By the way, it is a Malay word. There are
other words we could use like "rosak", "cacat" or "tak
boleh pakai". They all carry the similar meaning - defect, faulty, deficiency,
failure....and the list could go on.
Alright,
when we combine both words together, we have a, what could be exotic and rich
with goodness, end up being nothing because of its' faulty and failure to meet
that expectation. See? This is what I am referring to. The Tempe Pincang Type,
and these are humans.
I
would stay away from TTPT because it is worst than someone with ADHD. At least
we could spot someone with ADHD seconds after we spend time with them. On the
other hand, TTPTs are a bit tricky. They look perfect...you will only realize they belong in the TTPT category after you
have some bites. Maybe not the first bite, because sometimes first bite taste deceivingly yummy,
especially if they are well presented. Girl, wait till you make more bites. Then you suddenly savor that annoying flavor.
Bite no further sisters! Put a stop now and then.
I
know, it is not so easy to put a stop once you bite the bait. But think of
yourself. Put yourself first. Question your love for yourself. If you confess
that you are in love with yourself, then just drop it. Are you scared that they
may think you are not interested or not that nice girl anymore? Well it is better that way because then they are sure to
stay away. Always remember that nobody protects us better than ourselves. Nice people always get stepped over by manipulators. Good people are smarter, they are are nice to those who are genuinely nice and kind to them. So, better be good than nice!
If
you want to know more about Tempe Pincang Type...like their characteristics...
ask me, ok!
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Do it differently
Do it Differently ....You want desired result? I want
the result that I favour. I want to achieve this and that. The big question is, how do I get to that particular this or that?
I should first think of what and how to do and then I apply it. Maybe I get the result
that I expect. Alright, I have figured a way out, I have been doing
it 3 times…exactly the same way, oh no, with a bit of twist. I keep getting the same outcome. Should I try
again for the fourth time? Am I being serious here? Am I asking myself this
question? I think I should knock my head on the wall. Alright silly, change
your way. Do something different, maybe I will get there or at least get a nearly
there result. Yes, please change our ways when we know that we are not getting
anywhere with the way we are and the way we do certain things. Maybe we need a little adjustment or maybe we
need big alteration. Nevertheless we must make that change. Like Obama’s
winning chant “Make a change!” Yes Obama, “Yes, we can. We can do it!” or was that my slogan
for my yearly resolution?
Give up? No way ...
Who said blogging is easy?
If you don’t have the discipline to write, you will end up as an ex blogger or
the Blogger who never blogs or worst, the dreamer blogger. I guess I cannot dismiss
myself yet. I have tonnes of ides! I have a lot to share and I think what I
want to tell you guys are interesting stuff. They are about nothing, anything
and everything. They range from good to bad, from boring to exciting.
Alright, I have to make a
confession. I have been feeling angry for the last few days. I am angry with
someone. I can’t share details as I think it is too personal. Nevertheless, I
will give a hint… that person was very disrespectful towards someone dear to
me. I failed to fight back. I guess I was angrier with myself rather than being
angry with that person whom now I nicknamed her old witch or sometimes grandkid
of H..r or sometimes catpee or whatever bitchy words those come to mind.
Is it bad? Of course, it is
bad. It is bad for my health because I am giving too much attention and energy
to this particular subject. It does not help me and it definitely brings me
nothing except bitterness. So how do I address this issue? I don’t. I don’t
address this issue because I don’t want to and I want to get even, one day. I
hope I will do it in a manner, which doesn’t put me in an awkward position. I want her to learn to be respectful, and to
be thankful for the good things that others have done to her.
Life, completely uncomplicated
What shaped me
definitely did not shape you
I
used to be very comfortable being in my own skin, until some people told me
that I should follow what they think is right due to fear of the Greater power.
I
used to think that becoming pious is a process, a journey that one should make
to reach purity and finally being able to leave behind this material world
before entering the next level.
Being the second kid of five siblings, I
have heard that the second child could end up being the rebel in the family. I
did not believe that until I see where I am today. In fact, I am not just a
rebel in my family but also a rebel against the system, which I do not feel
that I belong to anymore.
While
growing up, I have been exposed to my origin, my culture, my beliefs, and the
values that come with them. It seemed that I was swimming along with the
current, taking me upstream, or downstream, which I have yet to experience
because the end of the stream has not yet to be seen.
However,
at some point of my life, I began to develop my own sense of being and my own
sense of belonging. It was a hard struggle. It started when I was at my
secondary school. As I entered this world of elite students, who are supposed
to be the smart kids and the ones who are above average.
All
teenagers in this world will go through this phase where they question their
existence and try to connect to the greater being. At the same time, the
struggle to do well in academics and the desperation to be accepted by their
peers and cliques seem to be a never-ending pursuit.
As
I tried to fit in, it became clearer to me that I could not fit in. What
excites my peers didn’t excites me. What was meaningful to them doesn’t make
sense to me. I withdrew myself to the most hidden corner and the only best
friend I had was I. A few friends who seemed to be out-casted and marginalised
for reasons I don’t know and cannot be bothered visited me from time to time
but I had never felt their true intention to be my friend because it never
occurred to me that I am that cool kid that my peers would like to hang out
with. I did not feel the need to proof myself to anyone except myself and that
was the hardest thing to do.
However,
I was a bit sad because I thought the teachers did not notice me at all. I do
not remember any of my teachers come close to me and try to ask more than my
name. I did not know how to please them and did not know how to attract their
attention. In the end, I just gave up. Nevertheless, I managed to find my way
by tagging along with my friends who would like to see the teachers. In my
mind, they are so great! They give knowledge. It is as if they are next to God.
Hmm, maybe I over-imagined them. Well, imagination could run wild you know ; ).
On the other hand, maybe it is plain to see that I have no confidence. Why? I
have no answers.
I
do remember a few incidents that lead me to my painful heart breaking
experience. I love all my teachers even though I never shower them with any
presents. I might have done to a few, such gesture I do recall anymore. There
are a few incidents that I have overviews from time to time. For instance, I
love my Geography teachers. They are the few ones whom I looked up to and really
admired. However, they misunderstood my intention. For me to memorize better, I
drew and made sketches in my Geography exercise books. I loved them. I loved
looking at them and reading them. It was like an art collection apart from the
knowledge scribbled in them. One day we were asked to submit our exercise books
to be checked. A few days later, I was called by my teacher. I wondered why. My
heart beat so fast, faster than the bullet train in France! I was told that my
exercise book, the one that I was so proud of, did not please her. She told me
never to have such “art work” in my exercise book again. How encouraging was
that? I find that a supress to my talent and I began to hate the subject.
In
another incident, I guess I was around 14 or 15, or maybe 14 and a half. I had
already promised my girlfriend to accompany her home for the weekend. It was
something I looked forward to and my heart leaped joyfully imagining the day I
could escape the routine of boarding school. Later that week, our Geography
teacher, “out of the blue”, told us that she decided to have extra class with
us on the weekend, which I would not be around. I was like, “WHAT???? I had
PLAN!!!!” My plan didn’t come from nowhere. This was a carefully planned plan!
How could she do this to me? Her plan came out of nowhere. Since I have given
my word, I asked one of my classmates to inform her of my absenteeism. On
Monday, I went to meet her to apologize. Instead of excusing me for being a
friend of her word, my teacher accused me of neglecting my studies and giving
more priority to my social life. How can a teacher say such thing? She mocked
my good character just because I kept my word and wanting to apologize? She was
the one who did not respect my plan. That was the second big blow, which
shattered my self-esteem. I totally lost my respect for her. I didn’t enjoy
Geography and I suffered from Geography depression. My grades never became
better, as my resentment towards my Geography teacher grew stronger. I hate the
sight of her.
During
that time of self-isolation, I purposely put it that way; or maybe I see it
that way; I kept things to myself. I could not figure out how to win my
teachers’ heart, how to impress them like other students did. I have only
myself to depend on. That period forced me to be my own best friend. I read
about everything; from the theory of evolution to myths and legends. I read a
lot about spiritual matters, topics and themes pertaining religion and
psychology interests me deeply. I have no recollection of the books or their
contents, but somehow I understood them. I do know that few years of reading
has shaped me so much!
It
seemed that I did not mind having a few friends, not being accepted in the cool
clan, being sceptically looked upon and in fact most probably considered too
clean to be real. How could I have forgotten that life is a journey; it is a
process of growing up, becoming me. Just when I thought I had my act, all
pulled together, the journey continues … I am still discovering myself and I am
not so clean after all! If I would have died at 17, if all what they say is
right, if all what they claim is the truth, then I am already in Heaven now,
waiting for my loved ones to complete their journeys too. Why didn’t I die back
then? God has a plan. My journey has been set. It would take me by surprise.
Was I prepared for it?
Doaku...
Ya Tuhanku, Tuhan pencipta sekelian alam dan mahluknya,
pemberi nyawa, jiwa dan kuasa, pencipta segala mukjizat, maha penyayang, maha
pengasih, maha pemberi, maha pengasihani…
D engan rasa rendah diri aku bersyukur kepadamu di atas
kehidupan yang telah Dikau kurniakan kepada kami. Dengan rendah hati, aku mohon
darimu untuk diriku dan mereka semua yang telah kusebutkan, Ampunilah dosa kami, bukalah pintu taubatmu, terimalah
taubat kami, tunjukkanlah kepada kami jalan kepadamu.
Ya Allah, tempatkanlah kami di dalam syurgamu, tempatkanlah ibuku di dalam syurgamu, peliharalah ibuku dengan belas kasih sayangmu, Ya Allah, perindahkanlah perjalanan hidup kami, permudahkanlah segala urusan hidup kami.
Ya Allah, peliharalah kami dengan kesihatan yang baik, jagalah kami dengan keselamatan yang baik, Kurniakanlah kepada kami kasih dan sayang yang tidak berbelah bagi antara keluarga dan sahabat. Perkukuhkanlah hubungan dan kemesraan kami.
Ya Allah, limpahilah kami dengan rezeki2mu yang baik2, bukankanlah pintu2 rezekimu untuk kami nikmati, syukuri dan dikongsi dengan mereka yang memerlukan. Kurniakanlah kepada kami kekayaan jiwa dan harta, perindahkanlah diri kami dengan kecantikan hati dan jasmani, bersihkanlah hati kami dengan sabar dan taqwa, peliharalah kehormatan kami agar kami sentiasa dihormati dan menghormati.
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kepada kami kepandaian, kebijaksanaan dan kreativiti yang tinggi, kelilingilah kami dengan segala kebaikan setiap waktu, berilah kejayaan kepada kami di dalam apa jua yang kami ceburi, kurniakanlah kesabaran di hati kami.
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah iman di hati kami, hidupkanlah kami dalam iman, matikanlah kami dalam iman. Terimalah kami seadanya…Ya Allah terima kasih di atas segala limpah kurniamu kepada kami, Amiin, Amiin, Amiin.
Ya Allah, tempatkanlah kami di dalam syurgamu, tempatkanlah ibuku di dalam syurgamu, peliharalah ibuku dengan belas kasih sayangmu, Ya Allah, perindahkanlah perjalanan hidup kami, permudahkanlah segala urusan hidup kami.
Ya Allah, peliharalah kami dengan kesihatan yang baik, jagalah kami dengan keselamatan yang baik, Kurniakanlah kepada kami kasih dan sayang yang tidak berbelah bagi antara keluarga dan sahabat. Perkukuhkanlah hubungan dan kemesraan kami.
Ya Allah, limpahilah kami dengan rezeki2mu yang baik2, bukankanlah pintu2 rezekimu untuk kami nikmati, syukuri dan dikongsi dengan mereka yang memerlukan. Kurniakanlah kepada kami kekayaan jiwa dan harta, perindahkanlah diri kami dengan kecantikan hati dan jasmani, bersihkanlah hati kami dengan sabar dan taqwa, peliharalah kehormatan kami agar kami sentiasa dihormati dan menghormati.
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kepada kami kepandaian, kebijaksanaan dan kreativiti yang tinggi, kelilingilah kami dengan segala kebaikan setiap waktu, berilah kejayaan kepada kami di dalam apa jua yang kami ceburi, kurniakanlah kesabaran di hati kami.
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah iman di hati kami, hidupkanlah kami dalam iman, matikanlah kami dalam iman. Terimalah kami seadanya…Ya Allah terima kasih di atas segala limpah kurniamu kepada kami, Amiin, Amiin, Amiin.
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